But when I'm happy and don't feel the weight of the world and expectation crushing down on me... I'm able to be my real self.

The truth about who I am.... I'm a whole lot of everything and a whole lot of nothing. But when I'm happy and don't feel the weight of the world and expectation crushing down on me... I'm able to be my real self. I wish I wasn't who I am amd have been for the last 4+ years. I'm still so lost. I wish I was more than this. More than the zombie I've become. I'm stuck inside my head and I can't break out to do anything worth anything. 

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I have some amazing qualities and I have some snotty qualities. I'm intelligent yet sometimes a complete baboon. I'm aggressive and protective but I'm also soft and sweet. I'm genuine but I do lie. When I feel a certain way I can try and hide my emotions all I want but when I'm miserable I make damn near everyone around me miserable too because they can just feel it vibrate off of me. They can see right through my fake ass smile because at one point I just stopped being able to smile. I can't hide it anymore so I do my best to avoid family and friends. I don't want people to see me like this so I stay in my own world and I pass the time. I exist. And I feel like I get dumber by the day. I don't expans my mind anymore because I'm miserable... 

But when I'm happy and don't feel the weight of the world and expectation crushing down on me... I'm able to be my real self. The me I know and love and the me that everyone else knows me of. The happy go lucky freee spirit energized bunny guy. I make people laugh, I help people before they even ask, I cook and clean even when it's not necessary and I embrace everything I love. I love cooking and helping people do stuff just to be a helping hand. I like talking to people about their problems and helping them out in tough times. I like using my mind to create things like for instance I've always wanted to have a little workshop in a garage when I can invent or innovate things like pumps or engines or just anything my mind can think of. When I'm happy I love to do anything that anyone suggests. I'm always down to do things. 

But my mind is trapped inside itself and I can't breathe. The pressures are crushing me and I am just not enough for you. Not when I'm the miserable soul that I am without you being in real life contact with me. I'm not blaming you. I'm simply pointing out the reason I'm miserable is because you won't give me a chance. You keep us both held hostage in this website. 

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I wish I wasn't who I am amd have been for the last 4+ years. I'm still so lost. I wish I was more than this. More than the zombie I've become. I'm stuck inside my head and I can't break out to do anything worth anything. 

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Woah! Social media is BUZZING over shit, dung, and fecal matters, views, voices,values, dimes to drop. But when I'm happy and don't feel the weight of the world and expectation crushing down on me... I'm able to be my real self. 

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